pushing down.

14th April 2008 @ 1514hrs
i'm home on my bed.
empty.bored.optimistic.

today.
school's reopen for those still stuck to their books.
another start of the week for those money-earners.
for me, its juz another day. so its monday issit?
haah!

i was thinking of some things i will be doing sometime soon.
4 more days to Bali...relax & recover.
its gonna be fun i hope.
a time to re-strengthen the bond of friendship - old and new.
i was thinking of getting back to work soon after tat.
ouh...earn money, overtime, yada yada! hmph!

friendship is such a poking subject to talk about.
i took sometime to think...deep enuf, of past and present.
i'm glad i had my buddies with me all this while.
i'm thankful also to some others who are there day or night.
i told myself sometime ago not to look behind at the good old memories but
somehow i'm thinking about it now.
but why? argh!

excitement often sets in abruptly. or i thought so.
many may not share the same way i think or see.
yeah, tat date was fine from start to end with no major hiccups.
then i thought i might have found something.
something tat i might look for all along?
haah! or maybe not. i'm juz hallucinating.
if ur reading this now, dun think too much cos
wad i found, i will never mention. (:

" Maybe you trust no one. But trust yourself to trust others who might have trust in you. All you need to do is to close ur eyes and immense in humility. "