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wats tat?

the better us. tribute to the old team.

Those were the days..

Where we get tired and still smile...

Fun was the nucleus but professionalism never compromised.

Looking back, those were wonderful time.

(:

kookaburra

listening to the tune of naughty by nature.

oh.. memories of the old tingling in my mind.
they say, live the present and breathe the future.
but how to wen the future is covered by the blurry mist

she said all guys should die.
if only and as if she has met all guys.
ba ba black sheep, have you any fool.
yes sir, yes sir
so who's the fool. lol!

again one more discovery...

I have the slightest memory of this but hey hey, i was in dikir barat. haha!

" Bring me baby to the land of the unknown,
Cos i like the guessing game of the wise old man,
Take me home when the sun sets peacefully,
And I'll be satisfied for the rest of my life"

Deep down with love,

hafish

ups and downs

It was supposed to be a long weekend
but here we are, on the second last day of tat.

ups and down....

ok.

Found this pic yesterday at my second crib cum parent's future lovenest. This was taken I think wen i was 10 yrs old at my granny's old house. Can u spot me?

Had a great walk down memory lane again yesterday. Talked to my uncle about the life before I came around and my younger days. Somehow I wished I cud find a Magic Bowl to look into it and see how well-behave and hyper I was then.

so 10 yrs on...this was me. I picked up this pic while trying to clear my room the other day.

This week has been a roller coaster ride. Been long since i clubbed twice a week and same visit to the same club. Lol! Thanks Sher and Co. for the wonderful time. Glad we all had so much fun. (:
Thanks to others who was part of the fun and not-so-fun part. Sometimes i hope invitation come with a 'hi' and 'sorry'. Lol!

So wats on tml? I dunno....its a holiday - vesak day. Anyways, I'm juz looking at one day at a time. It has become more clear tat i shud be looking at Dublin in September but I haven decide realli. Help me!

Wokay...the zee monster has start to knock on my door. wooohooo!

" Look at a person with ur heart and ur mind.
Just ur heart, u will overestimate the person.
And just ur mind, u will do otherwise. "

Deep down with love,

hafish

if u think ur good, think again.

" A person can achieve everything by being simple and humble" - Rig Veda

A simple quote but then again, its not tat simple for all. I found this one while surfing the net today and I think wat can be more appropriate than to use it as a reference for today's entry. Lol! So how is being simple and humble will do? Most of us would say we are a simple person seeking the simpler things in life. I do too but errrm, how many of us are humble towards others and our achievements? (:

This boy told me sometime ago that wat i haf achieve is nothing and I am bragging abt being in Uni by putting it on my frenster. And this same boy challenge me to see who achieve more in the coming years. Come on, man! Some struggling in poly or jc wen i (along others) been there and done tat. Plus..doing it outstandingly...hmmm, did u see me brag abt it on my profile? Nahhh! Hah!

Of late, I have found that some things are just not worth the unduly attention. haha! Even good things tat I did are being seen as childish and cruel. Man...I wish I am a few years back wen I was an instructor in BMT. I would bet my whole fortune that u will say that I am realli CRUEL. haha! This word juz reminds me of the movie 'cruel intentions'. Lol!

Something that I came up with today:

Plan A: Find a gd job locally and be a slave to the job.
Plan B: Find any job locally and be the same slave.
Plan C: Attend my convo and then, stay there for work and prob, good.

Whoosh! Its 2am! Ok...doctor say go eat pill and sleep. Here i go! See ya laters! Ciaoz!

Deep down with love,

hafish

wats the story, morning glory?

Some things tat happened over the last week (till today):

Mothers' Day
So its another day of irony wen ppl will frantically shop for gifts for the lovely Moms. I neva say its not right per se but why couldn't it be everyday? Haha! Busy maybe. maybe not. But its kinda sweet lah seeing one-time-wonder sons and daughters who go all out to buy something for their mum. To me, its just another Xmas. Gift exchanging time. And where's a day for us Sons and Daughters? Maybe there should be a day for us.......hmmm.

Results are out (!!!)
Ok....dun be too happy tat im going to publish my results here. NO! Im not! Theres nothing to brag about or talk about. Im still who i am and there are more ppl out there who are more successful - not a pro bummer like me. Haha! But yea, I passed! Happiness!!!!

SPCA?
Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals ryte? Haha! Does it include a fish? Ok...im a victim of cruelty (along with my brothers of fins). A new epic story: A fish was cruelly bullied by a yellow creature with electric power. Haha! Let's call for anti-shark fins protest! Lol!

New look
Ok....let's face this. I have been playin around with this blog and trying to change the look every now and then. Ok...not the best but good enuf. Thanks to those who says its nice.... and also who thinks it's not. Pffft!

Shuttlecocking time
A new hobby that me and my gd fren, Sher picked up last week - Badminton! Lol! Ok...im too good for u i noe. Ok...no! There was a gd fight! Later, second showdown. My new indulgence is due to the need to go back to old shape. Cardio man... badminton is cardio-packed. Haha! Firstly, the rackets! Damn!

Ok...alot of this do really happen over the past week. I had my fair share of ups and downs. I'm keeping my fingers tight for a good one to happen. I know its coming. Lol!

For now, wats coming is the nice visit to lalaland with my bantal bushuk. cant wait to drool again man. hahaha! Ciaoz! See ya tml peeps!

" You know that I hate this song
Because it was written for you"

Deep down with love,

hafish

kinky thoughts.

wat if....errrm. hmmm....if u will be....nvm.

happily ever after

Someone told me today that I am nothing, not worth of my "little" achievements and many more. The words that were hurled at me or rather directed to just me was kinda pain-in-the-ear and abusive on the sideline. Whoa! And to think it came from my own blood, I am just dumbstruck! Okay..its not my parents of course (thankful for their support all these years) but somewhere along those lines. Ok..i din go to JC as wad my parents wanted and since then, I have always chosen my own direction esp in the areas that my future will depend on. To add to the hurtful words, in his own words: Lets see in a few years' time who will be more successful. Tats the ultimate...let's see man!

Opportunity always come and go. Some will go without coming back again. I know and ascertained that good things must wait but if we wait and wait, we will never meet with it again. I learn tat in my 23 year of living on this planet and of late,I never wan to queue for wad I wanted.

I have always put others before me and to think of them before myself. Sometimes good deeds are never return. For wat we wanted, we get wad's left. The female sex are good at playing hard to get and would be ecstatic to know if there's a queue waiting for them. This fact, i can never understand. Haha! I found the following in one of the websites that I surfed today. How interesting it is. See the following:

I do not know how many would agree with the poster but have girls ever thought about themselves? Haha! I got nothing against feminine but let's be fair ok?

" For wad we wanted we always work for it

Like the school of fishes swimming by the ocean floor

Even it means to sacrifice the little things left in you

And for others to live a day longer and you, one shorter.

If we did all we could to entice that one in a million

But yet to get notice for wad we have done

All wads left for you to do and never turn back

Walk away into the dark and see if there are shadow

Of that one in the million chasing after you. "

Deep down with love,

hafish

all about fish

This is self-titled
this is only about me
being homely since the past weekend
of many sleep and late nights.

Life has been a standstill
its been three months now
my brain probably have start to turn rusty
waiting for the break that i realli need.
u can say its pain or bloody
wen u turn around it seems wat i see
are doors that are waiting to be open
i've worked hard to reach where i am
this brain has brought me to this junction
all i need is the keys to the doors.

The more the clock is ticking
the more i become self-stressed
to find a job of my dream
or to dream of finding a job.
it never my wish to haf a glamorous job
cos most jobs juz come with a nice name
but actualli its realli a no-brainer one.
however naturally, others will 'wow' abt it.
all i need is a stepping stone.
that is the first door.

Happy I am looking at my bros
successful, yet not lonely
the past have been haunting me
sometimes i thought to myself
is this wat they call retribution
also known as karma.
love me or hate me.
know me or call me.
i know i have been a gd fish
now waiting for the next mermaid to come.
tat is the second door.

The third door would be a mystery.
something I never wan to think about.
maybe i think abt it someday.
but it will neva be today.


Thank you!

Deep down with love,

hafish