all about fish

This is self-titled
this is only about me
being homely since the past weekend
of many sleep and late nights.

Life has been a standstill
its been three months now
my brain probably have start to turn rusty
waiting for the break that i realli need.
u can say its pain or bloody
wen u turn around it seems wat i see
are doors that are waiting to be open
i've worked hard to reach where i am
this brain has brought me to this junction
all i need is the keys to the doors.

The more the clock is ticking
the more i become self-stressed
to find a job of my dream
or to dream of finding a job.
it never my wish to haf a glamorous job
cos most jobs juz come with a nice name
but actualli its realli a no-brainer one.
however naturally, others will 'wow' abt it.
all i need is a stepping stone.
that is the first door.

Happy I am looking at my bros
successful, yet not lonely
the past have been haunting me
sometimes i thought to myself
is this wat they call retribution
also known as karma.
love me or hate me.
know me or call me.
i know i have been a gd fish
now waiting for the next mermaid to come.
tat is the second door.

The third door would be a mystery.
something I never wan to think about.
maybe i think abt it someday.
but it will neva be today.


Thank you!

Deep down with love,

hafish